Tuesday, July 30, 2013

How was my day you ask?

Happy
Elated
Confused
Irritated
Angry
Scared
Thankful
Safe
Happy
Shocked
Betrayed
Hurt
Stupid
Futile
..all in the span of 15hrs, in that order. I really want total control over my feelings so days like this are just like any other.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Worthless cunts

I feel like i cant breathe. The burden of being reliable is that you are relied upon by those that make themselves incapable of functioning properly. Its a choice guys, you choose to be shitty. When you are old enough to make decisions for yourself it becomes your responsibility to be better than you are even if you are or think you're awesome. You're the anchor that everyone bitches about weighing them down. You are the reason us hard working folks cant get a leg up. The powers that be see that they can get away with paying us as much as they do you when we are doing more work and if we do move 'up in the world' we become responsible for your inadequacy! Its then our jobs to make you decent workers when all you want to achieve is the minimum.
Im just bitching. It changes nothing.