Sunday, December 27, 2015

One of "those" days

Depression sometimes comes in waves. I'm currently getting hit by the kind of wave where it always seems cold enough to be bothersome everywhere I go and no matter what I wear. Everyone speaks just loudly enough for it to be overwhelming, no matter the topic or who the company. Every positive step forward has a push back and every push back is a blow. All I can think to remedy it is to curl up into bed, lock the door and turn off the light till it washes over, however, having a 4 year old, a job, a significant other and their mother (who is a fantastic human btw) makes for constant interruptions. Waking up every 2 hours because of nose issues or blanket tangle problems has made sleep similar to treading swells: dark, exhausting and relentless.
This too shall pass, yeah? Hopefully before I drown.