Mission Almost Impossible

WANTED :
2 bedroom, 1st or 2nd fl apartment or house, $700.00 a month or less that is pet friendly and all electric. Would prefer cent H/A but not required. Prefer Ritter Park or southside areas. No west end, no ghetto, no guyandotte.

I'm hopeful.

Plague and Love

Where the fuck did my vocabulary go?! Maybe next month i'll tuck 'bananas' in once a post. Sheesh!

Stupid feelings.

Im plagued by a feeling of dread. Suspended just above fear, the worry is all encompassing like a border line panic. I can't shake it. I hope everyone I love is ok.

Garbage

I've allowed myself to feel discarded. I enable the people I love to one day toss me aside like I was never there at all, a pile of ash to be swept beneath the rug.
I really wish I could kick my own ass or at least escape my head for just one moments peace.

My thoughts are plagued by a LIfE i've made that I can retreat to when the one I live becomes overwhelming. I'm there so much that I can't wait to go to sleep and dread waking.