I've allowed myself to feel discarded. I enable the people I love to one day toss me aside like I was never there at all, a pile of ash to be swept beneath the rug.
I really wish I could kick my own ass or at least escape my head for just one moments peace.
My thoughts are plagued by a LIfE i've made that I can retreat to when the one I live becomes overwhelming. I'm there so much that I can't wait to go to sleep and dread waking.
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