...that all my joys are aches in drag.
...that no matter how happy I am, sadness is waiting around the corner with a pipe bomb.
...that I will never be able to truly enjoy something without thinking of something ruining it.
I can lie to myself. I can smile and be pleasant like I usually am. I can play devils advocate to all my own horrors like I usually do....at least I appreciate everything more because of this outlook.
Don't take away my pain, you just take away what happiness its tethered to? ....yup....
Im caused to love more when dreaming of loss.
Beautiful days like this absolutely destroy my inner peace..
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