We're killing it softly

I feel like im being crushed beneath the weight of his inability to understand how his actions are affecting this baby.
The stress is bad. Tightness in the chest, headaches, loss of appetite, increased depression. Im afraid its all hurting the baby and I can't explain enough to him how his selfishness is the primary cause.
I feel like its killing the baby and me. This is my life. Moving from one stress to another with little to no peace. I used to have derby - definitely worth waking up and fighting through a week of anger, sadness and confusion. I don't have that anymore. Now I have to focus on the baby but I can't stay happy long enough to keep my appetite up.