I feel bad because im happy??

Someone other than you made me smile Jeremy. Being that I still love you regardless of our separation,  yeah, it makes me feel bad because its not you.
I've made it pretty clear through the years that I wanted it to be you but I guess it was just too much to ask.
Now you've found another mole hill to make a mountain of anger from. I tried to show you another way and your pride wouldn't let you see it.
Will you teach your daughter to hate as you do? To be prideful and angry as you are?
You're going to run around and lie about me some more to make you feel better because if they hate me and aren't hating you there's balance in Jeremy's world.
You're too prideful to accept that you let us fall apart. Instead of trying to fix anything you just want to pretend nothing ever happened and you never changed a thing. The only time you put forth any real effort is when I got fed up and kicked you out like damage control after the fact would do any good.
Well you won. At least a little bit. I feel a bitterness growing.....I have massive trust issues now......im afraid to care about others so every relationship I have in the future will fail. Is that good enough for you? That make you feel good? Does it make up for how everyone else in your life hurt you? You destroy thethat one that didn't.
I've never hurt quite this bad.
You must be so proud.
Sick thing is....I still love you..