Good fucking god people.

So! I wrote an email to my derby coach about how i was feeling. I got a cut and paste response from her and decided it would be best not to respond to it but instead to accept that i said my peace and move on.
Little did i know that said coach was not sure how to respond and passed along the email to someone else on the team. If i knew she were going to make it public, i would have posted it on the board like i had originally intended.
There has always been much talk of things to get done but not a lot if doing.
I can get things done.
It was mentioned on the team board that maybe i "could work my managerial magic" in the situation.
Despite my busy schedule and despite personal sacrifices, i decided that i would step up (as we are often asked to do)and put some organization to things.
Its now very clear that our team lacks strong communication. I intend to remedy that or leave. I cant handle women being catty or talking shit behind each others backs. I expect that in high school. We have no high schoolers on our team last i checked.