Warning: I bitch here

So im packing today. Need to be out by the 1st. Not only am I packing my things but im packing jeremy's things too. Why? you ask, because it wont get done otherwise.
Im feeling 'ways' about things. Im already pregnant crazy on top of being ridiculously depressed about my life before I got pregnant....sigh....I'm starting to understand how the women in that show feel, what's it called? Snapped, maybe? I could definitely snap right now. I could drive straight off a cliff without hitting the brake.
I can't say that im losing control, I never had any to begin with. Maybe that's the problem.....